Monday, July 31, 2006

My Findings

I've been doing lots of research latley about Mormon history. I really can't get enough of it. To find my whole life, the way I was raised and my perspective, all has been causedlies from an arrogant, power hungry man is just baffling. I've never REALLY beleived.

I was raised by a very conservitive strict mormon family. Now, I'm a bit torn about it. The way I was raised was amazing and I can only hope I can be that good of a parent to my son. But, part of me hurts so bad to know that my family's whole life revolves around this "religion". I want to share what I've found with them so bad. I just don't want them to feel...hurt...maybe? I realy don't think they would understand as they have their blinders on as do most in the LDS church. Then again....Man, i just don't know. My mind is going so many different directions its hard to put across anything understandable.

If anyone has any resourses for me I would love to know about them.

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