Can you say "Jail Bait"?

She's cute, for a child. She doesn't know any better and has no idea what she's getting herself into with him. It won't last. She has nice hair. Does he really like hugging a pole? Don't let her touch my son, she's barely old enough to wipe her own ass.

*sigh* I met Chad's girlfriend this weekend as I was dropping off Gavin. I'm so pathetic. I don't want him. Why should I care if someone else has him? What's wrong with me? Why do I cry? Is it because he's always talking about her and how wonderful she is? How she does everything he wishes I had done? How she's there with him taking care of MY son? Living in my house? Sleeping in my bed?

I got ahold of a layer and I'm meeting with him on Wednesday morning. I'm really glad I'm finally doing this because I need to get out of this so I can feel some closure. So I can go on with my life with out feeling guilty. So I can be ME. I need me to be happy for ME. ME ME ME! What's wrong with being selfish ONCE IN MY LIFE?!?!?

I'm just glad I have softball tomorrow...